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Before i actually spoke to tf about my "crush" on him or any of it. i knew he had a thing for red heads. I am a natural red head. I always would try to be blonder in the past. I finally thought why am i running from my roots lol. anyways when he and I talked about things we liked he mentioned the redhead thing.(He didn't know it was me yet I talked to him through a dating site type thing) I said mine is natural red and I had green eyes and tiny freckles. He said can I marry you know something to this effect anyways. I said wow most are repelled by this. He said not me.

So since then. I let my freckles show. I highlight my green eyes. I emphasize me.

I know I caused some pain when I dangled me in front of him. knowing I was the "perfect" woman for him. well his dream gal anyways. That is why I avoid him like the plague. I keep a safe distance from him.

I figure he knows how to contact me......