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Originally Posted by Clio_86
Today I went to a lovely palm reader whom I see every six months or so. She brought up a tree I felt very attached to in my neighbourhood. I thought it was so funny the tree showed up in my palm reading.
Anyways, a few weeks ago there was a wind storm in my area and a huge old oak tree suffered a snapped branch. This tree was in my neighbour's yard. One day some men with a work truck and chain saws showed up and I mentally sent messages to the tree saying "don't worry, one of your branches snapped so they are just going to clean that up but you will be ok." I was completely wrong. The men with the chainsaws cut the tree down right to the stump. I was so upset and so angry. It was totally unnecessary. I kept apologizing to the tree because I didn't think that would happen.
My palm reader acknowledged how I felt about the tree but also said "it was the wrong thing to do that they cut down the tree. not only had animals made their home in the tree but tons of faeries lived in that tree." my heart broke for the second time.
The loss of this tree was really difficult for me, but other things in my neighbourhood have also made me upset. I live in an old character home and my neighbour decided to take control of the yard and went in our backyard and chopped down all the trees even though he doesn't even go back there. I got angry at him and he didn't understand why. One of my other neighbours also decided this August to tear down some of their trees in their backyard despite not even ever going in their backyard. They have kids and I have never once seen their kids in their backyard in the three years I have lived in my house.
This was the first summer where I didn't have birds nests or random birds and animals (other than squirrels and skunks) that I was able to connect with. Sometimes I hate humans.
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I can relate to your story. Way more than you know. I too had a tree out back in my yard that I absolutely loved. It was very very close to my back deck and it was called my angel tree (with very good reason). I have had a ton of spiritual experiences involving that tree and things I've seen as well as experiences that came from a higher dimension. I knew some of these experiences were not from this dimension because we have a home security system and I checked on one experience I had on the dvr that recorded out back and nothing showed up yet I know of what I had seen and it was clear as day when the experience occurred. That is how I knew it was from another dimension.
Anyhow, back to my story...my other half I live with wanted to build an addition, an overhang for shade to tie right in with the deck out of wood. This particular tree was a bit too tall for the heigth the overhang would be. To him it was no big deal to just want it gone anyway he could but he also knew it meant alot to me. I had less than one week before the construction guys would show up. So I painstakingly took the entire week to soak the ground with a hose and drench it digging around the tree to see if it could be uprooted and replanted somewhere else. And this was no easy task, this tree was a good size and about 20 foot in height I would say. I worked, and worked, and worked and each day got extremely muddy. When I felt enough digging was done and it was a good time to pull it out, he offered to help me with the tractor. He tied a harness around it and felt if he pulled it was enough for the roots to lift out. I was standing out back when it happened. All I heard was one massive cracking sound and the harness I felt was not in the right place, the tree on the first tug of the tractor cracked at the base. I think I screamed so loud my neighbors heard me. This was "MY" Angel Tree. The tree I dedicated a weeks worth of hard work on to save it before the construction crew was coming to add onto this deck. The tree I absolutely loved. The tree that had given me more gifts spiritually than I can count on one hand! I cried for almost a week straight. There was nothing special about the species of tree it was, it wasn't anything really definable such as an oak, maple, birch etc....I think it was just some random hybrid weed that grew into a tree. But it was the experiences this tree gave me that made it special. And I knew it was gone with that one cracking sound.
After that very depressing month of tears and crying and trying to put it out of my mind I decided to save some of the branches from this tree. I put them aside ( I am very talented artistically )to treat them and work them into something of a craft that I can hang on my wall to feel the angelic feeling this tree brought to me. I wanted to honor her. I even saved a few branches for my best friend who requested part of my angel tree for her home too. But after this accident happened...and that is what I accept it as, an accident, the story does have a happy ending after all. This endeavor of the digging, and trying to save the tree (this story was last summer 2017) that ultimately did not happen the way I intended. All that effort I put out in saving it she must've realized my love for her and decided she would leave me a little seedling behind in her place and within this one year that little seedling had taken root and has grown to a very good size over this past spring and summer. So she left me a baby behind to care for. The deck overhang was built and I know this seedling is of a height and a distance to reach and grow outwards from the overhang towards the sun. It will live in almost the same spot where it's mother tree was. And I do get a very similar vibe from this tree that I know it was her gift she left behind for me. It almost makes me want to cry again to tell the story, but I know her spirit knew my intention was good.