I did commit suicide in a former life and I was soooo very disappointed in myself. I had gone through babyhood, childhood and teen years. Those babyhood and childhood and teen years were so very important to set the stage for upcoming lessons. So I get a major bump in the road and cash out early. I was disappointed in myself because I had to come back and start all over again. I was pretty hard on myself in this incarnation and heaped up lots of bad stuff.
Just keep going. It won't be a picnic. It's hard, I know. But just keep putting one foot in front of the other. You can make it.
If you hit rock bottom, start picking up rocks.
You know nothing, Jon Snow.
Ygritte from Game of Thrones.