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I am so sorry for your loss of your cousin.. By now the funeral will have taken place and I hope you are able to take a deep breath and carry on and remember the good times.. Time is a healer,, but its a long time...
My pain went on lomger as my partners family altered his funeral arrangements against his intended plans. He was creamated but it took almost 2 months to get his ashes back for interring.. I felt this made it like 2 funerals for me.. I am still finding little notes my partner left me.. He tucked things under books etc.. I am still finding out how much he cared..
He wanted me to go on a long holiday after he was gone and I am going to USA in November for more NAI study... It will be so sad flying on my own, but I a, told he will be with me, I just didn't have to book him a seat on the plane.. May you walk in beauty..
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