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im just going to say it looks like an emotional block. lots of external factors have played a part in blocking your creative inspiration by 'not feeling' it. it seems to be lack of people in your life to inspire you, lack of emotional connections with others to inspire the true artist in you. nothing moves you emotionally enough to get out the paints. buttttt once you get past the illusion (moon) that you need outer things to inspire you within you'll start a whole new phase, where you can start again with fresh creative ideas that well up from within you and spill over with creatve juice flowing from your inner being. your fears are accepting defeat and no solution for this block. your house shows you trapped in the mental thoughts of the block, keeping you blocked. hard to see a way out.
with the Qoc rx and Koc crossing you shows the lack of 'vision' the lack of emotional drive to motivate or not feeling stable enough emotionally to create authentic work.
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