I'm sorry to hear you feel your life is cursed.
What are your problems if you don't mind telling us?
It's so easy to put a basic reply like ''You'll be fine'' but this isn't getting to the root cause of what is going on or any possible solution.
More detail will help others give a better response.
What I will say is that experiencing very dark moments of intense suffering is part and parcel of a spiritual journey, and I'm speaking from experience here. It is a wonderful thing and can completely alter your perception, and I mean completely.
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