Your spiritual number is 33?
I understand you, for my guides seemed to be silent for a long time. It seems to me that they communicate in a very silent way. Think of wisdom and folly (the artful trickster/the foolish artist), strength through silence. Your guides are probably sending you signals, you just are not making the connection it is your guides!

http://www.eaglespiritministry.com/pd/sdc/sdc3.htm
This page helped me a lot, bridging me to the knowledge I had attained but not yet understood. Part of it explains how to connect and communicate with spirit guides and angels, and ascend even further.


Good luck to you.