[shoni7510]

Originally Posted by Bubbles235

I used to have this thought a lot when I was younger. I did not think I would die young, but I thought, I wouldn't mind living a short life. Because sometimes I think life is too long. It feels so long, I don't know what I will do with all this time. So when I was younger, I thought, I can just live to 30, and that will be a good life for me. Sometimes, when I think of how long life can be, like 80-90 years, it kind of scares me. I feel like time passes too slowly. And I think, if reincarnation is real, and I have lived in the past, that I have gone through these long phases in life before, and at that time, it once seemed so slow too. But yet, here I am now. I made it to where I am now.

Needless to say, as I am only 10 years away from 30 now, I don't want to die so soon lol. I think my perception has changed. I am young, but I feel like I have already lived so long. I am not sure if this is a normal feeling. Does anyone else feel this way?

I can relate to some of it. When I was in my 20s I always felt that I will die young in my 30s but instead I had an a major awakening at the age of 36 and now I want to die young because I feel life is too long. I don't want to live to be 80 or 90 because I frankly don't know what I will be doing with all that time.