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Originally Posted by WestonG
Children have always seemed fascinated by me. To the point that people I was with would always ask me puzzled "Why is that kid starring at you like that".
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That kid can see you are different by looking at your merkaba's personal energy field. We all have one and for sure you are different.
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I feel like I am far more powerful than my physical form. Like I can leave my body and fly. And I want to. I feel trapped and imprisoned in this body. I also feel like some force is with me. And sometimes is trying to communicate. I used to tell it to come take me. "Now. I want to leave". "I don't want to be here any more" "I can't help these people". I felt like this force or presence had the ability to lift me above the earth and take me home.
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True, you can not help these people. We are all a lot more powerful than our physical form, you can sense that, most can not.
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One thing I have never experienced is a clear memory of a past life. Or where I come from. I just have a sense of it. If there is any efficacy to all this... I theorise I have not yet been awoken. May not have yet remembered. I used to spend hours in bed each night searching my soul voraciously for an answer I could feel so strongly but never find. I feel I may have given up searching.
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When we become human we are locked into our human intellect which has no memory of our true spiritual eternal ways of being. It is the veil between our 4D reality and the truest greater reality we constantly reside in.
You have not yet awakened to this grander existance in human form. I encourage you to not give up searching. When you set your intent to find that door to your divine self, and open it, then your search will bring you results.
I sense you are what some call a Star Seed. That is a being with previous life times on evolved planets not like the barbaric primitive earth. You chose to come here to influence human evolution I suspect. You are frustrated because it looks hopeless to you. No problem. You just being here makes things better.
John