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How do you deal with darkness?
It's just after midnight in my world and I have all night ahead to sit alone in the dark, by myself...
By myself but with the internet.
I spend most of my time, throughout my life, alone in the dark. I have a sleep disorder that has me in the dark no less than half of the time, and sometimes more than that. I'm not a major fan of daylight but that has a lot to do with being so accustomed and oriented to darkness.
But I also have a lot of spiritual darkness and great adversity in my life. I've been exposed to, subjected to and subjugated to many evils. They do not come from me and are not self-generated. However, through great, severe, brutal and merciless disillusionment and abuse and torture - and worse - I am now filled with violence, hatred and wrath.
How does a light worker judge the darkness?
Is one who sits alone in the dark a light?
If I am a light in the dark, what am I telling you?
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