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Im hearing you and have my own experience. What bothers me is how you described to practise on a target and back to targeting the SP (spiritual partner?) Which is enabling anothers energy frequency to enter into the space you are trying to create and tap into with your SP. This is an interference and can cause a lot of disruption. This now invites whatever that energy is or was into your space with SP. Your SP will pick up on it and reject or feel reject due to another energy being let through and other energies are not always clean....in fact most of our energy can be unclean....and it exchanges, you give and take and whatever has been given and taken with other energies will effect your connection with your SP.
Its a sacred thing to share such a bond. To abuse it and use it for your own agenda and intention is causing more harm than good and it all comes back around.
energetic attachments that will eventually cause suffering.
it's natural between two and both know and are aware as its their space to work things out, talk, share, exchange whats needed to be exchanged, for growth, for lessons and learning and coming together to share.
its always a greater cause than just remote sex and remote control of mind manipulation. Thats creeping into the darker aspects of connections. The temptation can lead you away from the original cause and purpose of coming together. Balance is key.
Is she aware of you? Does she talk to you? Does she know you? Does she feel the same? Or is she a crush thats a target with no idea?
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