Morning Patrycia

I'm nursing my butt still, having a skinny one isn't much help when it's atop a bucking quad bike that's had far too many fat ones on it and flattened all the padding. Still, Henry didn't stop me even with all the rain and wind he brought with him, it just made everything more of a challenge, the troughs deeper and made it easier to powerdrift through the bends.

Crystals are useful for focussing and amplifying the energies, and they're often an extension of ourselves - not only in the energy department but in the atomic structure as well, since both are carbon-based. It's even more interesting when you and your crystals are in tune. I believe that things happen for a reason and your need to go get that particular crystal isn't so much of a random event. It would be interesting to see where that leads.

Exactly, and those are the realisations.

You are what I would call Elder Race, beings that come from a time before time - prior to the Big Bang. Specifically you are one of a group of twelve plus one - not thirteen, the twelve plus one is a 'magical' number. You are the second-to-last that is to be 'found', I've connected with all the rest but one in this Lifetime in one way or another and there is one yet to come - but they're not far away. You have something inside you and you know it's there, you just haven't connected with it as yet. Our group always felt as though something wasn't quite right, there was something that we couldn't quite put our collective finger on but we knew it was there just the same. That's why - in part at least - there are 'establishments' that you rebel against because it's in your very nature. For instance, your dislike of Christianity or the dislike for the established meanings of symbols. There are things that you feel you need to 'fix', things that aren't quite right and you don't know where that comes from.



Your parents in this Life were your parents in 'that' Life, that's because the circle is being closed. It ends where it begins, it begins where it ends. So to answer your question, within a Soul Group sometimes the 'roles' change depending on what's needed for that particular incarnation. For this Lifetime the circle needs to be closed, it has to end where it began and our parents -yours and mine - need to 'prepare for our coming'.


One of your Guides is not your Guide, but don't get paranoid. One of your Guides has taken on the role because they need to be close to you, to keep the connection as strong as possible. Your mindset is sometimes a little too literal, which is why you've been getting symbols - not just the Soma bottles but the numbers too. By the way the Viking is on our side.


Thank you, me too.

The really strange thing is that I'm OK with it all - all of it. It is deep because I've integrated all of it as part of myself because it's what has brought me here, and I'm not at odds with any of it. It began before I was born and here I am today as I am, and because of the thread of my Life some pretty amazing things have happened - and we could all say that if we sat down and really looked. There are no regrets, there is purpose and there are reasons and sometimes the pain is a reminder of that.

Picking a fight that I couldn't hope to win taught me a lot too, believe it or not. It reminded me that I was the only thing that I couldn't run away from and that I shouldn't let my ego go on the rampage unchecked. I got cocky and got slapped down and that stayed with me to this day. For all practical purposes it kept me in my place but I can understand how that was quite the 'lesson'. I've forgiven the people involved and myself, and if it was all decided while I was in Spirit (Karmic Obligations/Life Purpose) I've forgiven me and 'him' too.

Unconditional Love for yourself perhaps happens best when there are conditions to overcome.


I wasn't planning to work beyond retirement age but then I'm not planning to sit on my backside all day neither. The conundrum that seems to come up is between EFT/healing and letting it go to the stage where I can have an operation to fix it once and for all, because my self-healing may just be delaying what could lead to a permanent fix.

There's a friend of mine that has a trendy tea shop in Ireland, well she calls then infusions. If I remember rightly she had a recipe for a turmeric infusion, maybe that would be worth a try as the infusion might help the digestion. And it would be cooler than a spoonful of medicine.

I don't know if it's psychological or what's going on but this is a special time of year for me because of the up-coming Solstice. Our anniversary is on the 14th and we usually go quad-biking, but Mrs G can't ride because of her neck. It blows the cobwebs out of my head and I always feel recharged somehow and this year is no different. This should be an interesting Solstice because already the energies are on the rampage.

I doubt it's going to work when I'm not in the right frame of mind.

The only thing that's stopping you is you, as in -

So take the next step.

That reminds me, I have a Tai Chi video that I downloaded and never got around to looking at. It's the graceful movements for me too and it's based on energies. It feels right somehow.

Back in the day, yes she was a forerunner and very much in the frontier of that kind of stuff, but things have changed so much since the 60s. The 60s was very much a renaissance of Spirituality and people were just letting loose, they wanted to rid themselves of the establishment. Nowadays it's very different because society has changed and today we have Generation Snowflake and the Millennials whereas the hippies were out-and-out rebels.

You did know Matt was 'one of us'?

I use Firefox browser, have done since the early days when it first came out during the 'browser wars' because it was my way of being rebellious. Anyway, what I like about it is that it has themes and extensions which have been developed by people who just like developing. One of the extensions I use is for downloading YouTubes, and it's quite easy to do. Firefox is free and most of the extensions are too, although often there are nags to get you to buy the professional versions. If you don't like downloading software then that might not be an option because you'll have to download Firefox first. Another option is to sign on with keepvid.com, although I haven't actually tried it so.....


My mother inherited her Spirituality from my grandmother, and I inherited mine from her. There were no Spiritualist churches or anything close to that here in those days, there aren't any anywhere close even today so we both had to fly by the seat of our pants. She's clairvoyant, although the ability scares her and she's very narrow in her acceptance of it. For her it's more of an extended family thing. She's just been diagnosed as having dementia, and for a long time I've suspected something 'wasn't right' with her. She's come through to me too, not so much her herself but more of a Spiritual counterpart if you like.


I don't know what's going on but everything feels different to how it felt this time last year, whether it's actually the case or whether it's me and my perceptions I don't know. There's a feeling of agitation but it's not because there's something wrong, it's because the energies are so very different. I don't feel fear or any kind of afraid, just... not even uncertain.


The Universe is a reflection of you and not the other way around, and if you want the Universe to smile you have to smile first, then the Universe has no option but to smile back at you.



But then; As Above, So Below.