Hey Matey,

No one,i mean no one is going to unblock your blockages.

It starts with you and you only.

Looking back on your posts,it's due to your unresolved trauma.

What's helped me,is just an acceptance,surrendering and that everything in life happens for a reason.

Life,all orchestrated to get you where your at now and for good reason.

You need to resolve your trauma with just some simple reasoning and acceptance ie:everything in life happens for a reason,good or bad and life is what it is.

And there are many more people worse off than you are.

It is and can be simple as that,no need to over think things nor look for bandaid fixes.

The rest is up to you now and you can either keep on ignoring good advice,swimming against the tide or swim.

Accept the things you can change,accept the things you can't and the wisdom to know the difference.

Quieten the monkey mind by learning,learn on how the mind works,it's helped me.

Tinybuddha is a great start point.

Good luck.: )