[Evangeline 77]

I'm on holiday at the moment and signed up for a dolphin and whale watching trip on the sea. On the day the weather was ****, very windy and cloudy with some drizzle. I was already unusually nervous but when I saw how small our boat was and how much it was moving I basically had a panic attack. I couldn't think of anything but get to the safe land and after that I was sitting there for about 15 minutes breathing deeply.
Now the thing is I tend to be afraid of heights and deep water but never had a panic attack before.
And then I remembered that a couple of years ago I had a past life regression where I saw myself as mentally disabled and local fishermen took me on their boat and pushed me out of it in the middle of a lake. They killed me.
At that time I dismissed it as "my mind probably made up some stories" but now I'm thinking that would/could explain my irrational fear of that small boat.

Any thoughts?