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Originally Posted by gemini
Hi everyone,
I'm really hoping someone can help me with this, or at least point me in the right direction to get some help. For over a year, I've been telepathically communicating with spirits/entities/extraterrestrials. They are just awful to me, and I want them to leave me alone.  My whole family thinks/thought I have schizophrenia, and it's completely destroyed my life. I'm back living at home now and feel unable to keep a job, drive, or do anything remotely normal because of their constant interaction/thoughts.
It all started when I started watching Bashar/Abraham-Hicks. After watching many of their videos, I came across one where a woman asked about whether she had ET contact, and Bashar said yes, and that you can tell by the energy. And that many people actually experience contact.
So I thought, why not me? And with that in the back of my mind, I started researching different things about the nature of reality, and ended up going from being a hardcore atheist to someone much more spiritual. Eventually I had my first encounter with them telepathically, and while exciting at first, they began to tell me things like I would burn in hell, that we are in a simulation, and a number of other things that freaked me out. Eventually they convinced me I was talking to God, and that God was somehow the "ruler" of the simulation we exist in. Sounds crazy, but when you have telepathic entities sending thoughts and feelings...
I believed them, and ended up getting hospitalized because the police found me crying on the street, praying to this God to spare me like the entities/"God" told me to. I was in the hospital for over two weeks, because during that time they kept having me try to run away and convinced me of all kinds of crazy things, they transferred me to the psych ward.
Then for pretty much a year I went back and forth thinking I actually had schizophrenia (since this interaction was SO unlike Bashar, Abraham-Hicks, and any other channelers/interactions I had heard of) so I thought I must actually be crazy. But then things would happen that were too much to be just plain old schizophrenia. Especially since I don't actually hear voices, but instead have thoughts sent to me.
To make the rest short, I've been hospitalized in the psych ward over four times the past year and even went so far as to pour boiling hot water on my feet to try to get them to leave (it's a long story as to how I got there). But seven months later, they are still here... Sometimes they will be nice, but most of the time they are just awful and say means things like calling me evil, pathetic, and a bunch of other things.
I just want my old life back... I want them to be gone! Can anyone offer any advice or let me know if you've ever heard of anything happening like this?
I know about praying to benevolent entities, like Jesus, Archangel Michael, etc., but when I ask them for help, nothing happens, and the entities just taunt and provoke me the whole time, making it difficult to stay focused and not get upset. I'm really not sure what to do anymore.
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These are dense-level Astral beings. For some reason you got connected with that level of the Astral. Probably as the result of curiosity. We are intended to be a species which is curious about things. There is nothing wrong with that as it is. But the problem we have is when we peek into something because we wonder what's there, then get whacked in the face with what IS there, we don't know what to do or how to get back out again.
Somewhere along the line was a gut reaction which wasn't listened to....
If you can trace that, it might be useful to learn about it because it will be helpful in the future.
But right now...
Please stop right now with harming yourself. That will NOT work against these beings. They do not care. They are not shocked, upset or worried about you! Or maybe you were wondering if shocking yourself might break the connection? It won't. It will just drag you further into the same vibrationary existence in which they live.
Pain, suffering, emotional upset, fear, the depths of despair....all of those things are merely entertainment to them, or even energetic sustenance for them.
Assistance is probably required. So you need to find someone who can assist you. Someone very experienced, and very trustworthy and strong. That is easier said than done, but it can definitely be done.
A good shaman may be able to help you with what is called "Shamanic Extraction Healing".
There is a list of Shamanic healers here:
https://www.shamanlinks.net/Shaman_Links.htm
But yes...you will find they all charge. It is up to you who you decide to help you (use your intuition and gut feelings!) And it is up to you where you put your money, and how much.
If you find the right helper, you will find you will start to heal, but the healing itself may have some side effects as old Soul issues may surface to be reviewed and cleansed. These may be things you weren't consciously aware of before.
Another option would be visit your nearest Spiritualist Church, and ask a Medium there if they know of anyone who can help you with an entity removal and cleansing/healing.
Again, you will have to feel your way through this process, and hopefully will find the right person for the job.
There are things you will have to adjust in yourself and in your own life, such as where you are focusing your energy and what you are dwelling upon. Your life will have to change, and your thinking will have to change.
It might be wise to stay completely away from anything to do with the Astral planes, or channeling etc....at least for a good long time. Getting involved in any of those things will reinforce those open doorways to dense levels of the Astral which need to be firmly closed now.
Maybe at some other time of your life you can open new doorways....who knows. But not now.
If you truly love Jesus, then call to Him in trust and love, not fear. Call to Him in gratitude also and let Him walk beside you. Don't just scream to Him when you are afraid, but develop a relationship with Him. If you come to Him simply, in good heart, that will be enough.
He is already there but your heart has to be open. He cannot choose for you. He cannot direct you to be or do what you are not willing to perform. But He can be your friend, and if you pray from your heart often, He will show you how to rise up.
I wish you well, and hope you are healed soon. You will come out of this wiser and stronger.