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I had lots of stuff happen as a kid but thought everyone saw it so wasn't scared.
After watching movies and stuff I was I think programmed to find it frightening. The scariest was likely when I was 11 or 12 I was alone watching tv during the day and suddenly there were footsteps running along the wall across from me. Like 6' up the wall very heavy stomps. I left the house and sat outside.
Another time shortly after a woman entered my room when only my stepdad and I were home the lights were off and I was so startled I squeaked out "mom?" Though this woman had way longer hair. She answered yes then came and put her hand on my forehead. I fell asleep at that point. At the time I hadn't heard of reincarnation so a "ghost" lying to me upset me and I decided it was all to scary and shut it all out as "evil" for about 25 years. In retrospect if anyone had ever needed a past life mom to visit it was me. lol I think the movie industry and the church has encouraged us to be afraid when maybe spirit is just trying to help.
When stuff stared coming back after 25 years. I had a span of 3 months where I would wake up with people at the foot of my bed every night. It had happened other times but never every night.
It got to the point I was afraid to go to sleep but in retrospect there was nothing creepy about them except that generally people know not to stand and watch another sleep. I assume if I could see energy during the day so saw these people when they weren't around my bed it wouldn't have been an issue. Maybe a blessing. They oweren't hallucinations either because 1 time when I screamed my husband looked exactly where the guy was and couldn't see him but followed his energy as it went to the right, and another time my husband saw the (not person) but HUGE being and actually was so startled he stood up to protect us.
Again in a detached view none were actually menacing they just were visible when we felt vulnerable. I hope they return and try again and I don't spook because I asked them to stop and they did but what might I have learned from them?
The red eye thing, are you sure they were eyes and not just dots?
I on occasion see red or blue dots of light in my room(floor or walls). I dont know what they are but they have never felt menacing. I kind of like them. If you watch long enough they will move and their patterns of movement are very much like a tiny little life forms just going about their business.
I assume they are every where but we just normally can't see them as they are not quite in our physical reality.
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