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I only recently started looking into this regression for myself through meditation with the help of audio coaching. This particular session was applied to my last life before this one. I was only able to get glimpses but they were vivid and a spectrum of emotion was included. I was introduced to myself in my mid to late 20's I believe (I have not quite worked it out yet). It was 1923 and my name was Elliot (Elliot Grant I think) I lived in Oslo, Norway in a metropolitan area or possibly a university campus. I was wearing a brown suit and brown leather shoes. I was tall, maybe 6'2", sort of lanky and had black wavy hair. I carried a brown leather book bag over my shoulder. I am not sure what I did for a living and then almost immediately I saw myself as a juvenile boy maybe 10 wearing some strange leather like shorts / bib overall get up. Not sure how else to explain it. It was 1912 and I was standing in front of my house outside of Oslo in a wooded area. The house was sort of rustic and had a dirt roof with grass growing on it. The sun had just gone down and I could see the house was lit with both oil lights and candles. It was then I realized I had a little brother who I was worried about (not sure why) and an older sister who was no longer alive and we did not talk about her. My mother was a very loving woman who worked incredibly hard and had a hard life. She was very strong but had pent up anxiety. Her husband, my father did not love her and was never around, this is where her anxiety came from as she did not know how to be a better wife and accepted full responsibility for the relationship between her and my dad. I did not have any feelings for my father and I think I did not like him or was mad at him for how he treated my mother. In either case, we did not have a father/son relationship which is totally opposite with my father today. It was a horrible feeling. It was a stressful situation full of raw emotion in that life (not my life today) but it was very interesting. I did not expect Oslo, Norway, that was a surprise to me. At this point I just sort of popped out of my session.
I am not sure how to proceed or if I want to know more. It was interesting but I was not ready for or expect the feelings I experienced while in meditation. It does not bother "me" per se, but I have not experienced those types of family problems in this life so it was foreign to me. That pretty much sums up my own experience. I am debating if I should try it again. I keep asking if there is really anything to gain from it...
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