Your story is both heartbreaking and beautiful. No, you're certainly not a loser! You're a passionate, loving person and you just want someone that you love to recognize you and your love. There's nothing wrong with that.
From the passion of your words, it's obvious that you love him very much and that you're in a lot of pain. I'm so sorry for your pain. You deserve the love that you seek and that you feel you are missing.
I honestly, can't answer your questions because I don't know much about the twin flame theory and my brain seems to be on vacation right now...but I can tell you that there are some knowledgeable, insightful, wise and caring people here who should be able to answer them and offer you some support and guidance. Oh, and can I ask where you're from?
Thank you for sharing you story. I hope that your friend contacts you, love. Namaste.
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