I am on my own at this time. I did have a relationship of sorts earlier in my time, but it did not work out well at all. I do not enjoy being single as far as that I don't date or go out clubbing and such. In fact I don't like the term "single" as that for me implies a certain mindset which I do not have, I prefer the term "unaffiliated".

Sadly, I am incel by default as a result. I simply accept it as is and cultivate a belief that it is the will of the Divine and that I have no say in the matter as a coping mechanism. Whether it is actually the will of divine providence or not, though, I cannot say.