And if suicide is meant to be the experience? I'm not criticising here, just asking the questions that most don't want to.[/quote]

That's a good point. I'm just speaking from my own experience, but in all fairness, a few forms of spirituality do see life this way. I think if someone chose to come here as a suicide it would be to try and understand and help that situation, not succumb to it.

I'm not hard and fast stuck t any belief system. I just look at my own experience and inner stuff and am left with things that seem more likely to me than others, But of course, who knows? Not me.