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Originally Posted by CatoriOnawa
How fast does this process go?
I left my husband, the man I was with for 18 years. (it was a very mentally, emotionally and verbally abusive relationship. I spent many years locked away in a house feeling I had no choice.) Once I left, the weight was lifted. It was a couple weeks later I had my awakening and it feels like it's been put into the fast lane! So much has been going on. My gifts have been heightened without a doubt (especially my role as an empath), my vision has changed, especially colours and brightness. Visions and dreams, the urge to learn yet so much being thrown at me information wise that I can't keep up! The static feeling that I've learned I need to go outside with no shoes or socks so I can ground, the amplified hearing and ringing in my ears, the tingly fingers.
The once I went outside to ground, the very first time, it was so overwhelming. I went out and put my hands on the tree in my yard. I felt everything inside me, up through me, through my heart, and through the top of my head shot light. My boyfriend said my chakra's were completely clear. Something else I need to learn!
I don't really know much about any of this, it's fairly new to me.
Can someone help me or guide me in the right direction for information please?
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It's a very complex process so I can't speak with certainity but I believe the process is based on some kind of motivating force related to pain. The process goes on as long as we have the motivating force. If pain motivated us, we will continue to awaken until we have learned peace, or enough peace to bring balance to the pain. I've also noticed that strong and negative experiences can slow the process, so it's best if we treat the process with respect and try not to push it along. It will slow down eventually and things will lose their magical feeling, it's simple adaption, so we mind as well enjoy it while it lasts and seek to understand it as much as possible before it becomes second nature. journaling is GREAT and if you don't journal regularly I suggest you start now.