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I know that i've had experiences of one pointedness, the latest being whilst walking in a forest feeling annoyed with someone and a bit angry. I started to use a mantra and with a short space of time I temporally at least moved into a very aware and expansive state. Problem was is i'd been watching a few NA vids on youtube and the thought came to me, oh this is what they are talking about ? But actually I had to work and use that mantra to collect myself and transcend the woundedness I was experiencing. So it was a spontaneous arising but perhaps NAs might say well then what you experienced was not awakening etc. ..
Anyway sorry to hear your leaving this forum, hope it isn't for too long. You sound like you have alot to say and you say it very well. I might follow you soon and invest my time and energy elsewhere. Best of luck. Joe
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To Thine own Self be True
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