Dear Artze,
You did not list your state of residence on your profile.
I worry for you, even though you may be an EA or indigo child, you need shielding and to learn to shield. You are also at an age where your sensitivity to other's negativity could be harmful. Do you have a guardian who has not had any intimacy with you to look after you now?
I think it would help to find a place to grow where you will have the assistance and support of others to help guide you.
These sites may have useful guidance:
http://indigosociety.com/
http://www.indigochild.com/schools.html
Please if anyone should ever be abusive in tone or physically with you again, please contact:
1 - 800 - 422 - 4453
These sites may also be of help.
http://www.thehousegj.org/
http://integrityhousertc.com/wp/2012...-abused-teens/
http://www.sunflowerhouse.org/
You should already be recieving counseling and a safe place for you to be able to grow to continue to do your light work.
Prayers, thoughts, and blessings,
10C