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When I was 25 I felt positive I wasn't going to live to be 30...I felt like I was going to die young but didn't know how I was going to die...What transpired for me was experiencing internal changes where by the time I was 30, I was experiencing a different state of awareness/consciousness compared to when I was in my 20s...So in a way I "died" but it was not the kind of death I was expecting...I feel as if I'm continuing to advance, as I feel like I'm experiencing a different/higher level of awareness/spirituality compared to when I was 30, so for me it's an on-going process of soul growth...
I too used to feel that I will die when I was in my 20s before I reach the age of 40. What happened instead was I had a spiritual awakening when I was 36 and a dream in which I died and I had to say goodbye to the old friends from my old life.
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