You are very lucky that you've never felt like you didn't belong on Earth , because it's a horrible experience. It feels as if having a claustrophobia attack. It has happened to me a few times, when was thinking about how ****** our planet can get(pollution and evil people, stupidity over limit and so on...), and I suddenly got the idea that there was no escape. It was something very weird, because imediately after the so-called claustrophobia attack (because it wasn't one, I don't suffer of that), I felt like a butterfly in a box, as if I had wings and I could not open them up. That is the reason why I think I am a Star child too. I also have strong clear premonitions about unimportant events, and the important ones appear to me months ago before happening. I have never really encountered a spirit, but I have seen one, I don't know if he was trying to tell me something...But there were strange feelings, maybe dreams I don't remember...I wish I could be sure of it too