I was at the totality in Madras Oregon. It was everything people said it would be.

If you are serious about self exploration, you need to learn to meditate as Makoiyi said. Not just meditate, but learn to put yourself into a deep meditative trance as well. Your situation is tailor made for guided meditation. Just set the intention to answer your question, and dive deep.

There are many ways to do it, but all it really takes in the intent and perseverance. Good luck - and if I was to offer any advice beyond that, it would be to expect the unexpected!


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