A negative, self-centred approach to life will garner what you refer to as being under the gun, a threat to others, etc. It sounds like you've made up your mind that life is a dull bore. Nevertheless I suggest you try relating to the world in a positive manner and see how that can change both your outlook and peoples' outlook towards you. Nurture a relationship with the world constructed on respect and love for life, rather than distain and dejection.
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