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Saturinepluto, if something is wrong with you then there is something wrong with me. And their ain't nothing wrong with me, so by that logic...
Of course people are going to think something is wrong. You just have to deal with.
I never wish harm, nor am I happy seeing others I. Misery, as I am sure you can relate. We are who we are and their is a good reason for it. I have been searching for ways to channel my lack of w/e everyone else seems to consider normal, into something helpful and fulfilling.
People (strangers at funeral even) friends an just know it all people, have always had something to say. Like you I had people come up preaching egotistical nonsense to me. Explaining and whining about this that and the other and having some sort of nerve to talk down to me like I had never experienced pain. Saying "oh sweety one day you'll understand." These people only wanted to hear what they had to say. Because I should be so lucky to get advice from a wise soul .
Then they'd walk away all satisfied cause she manages to delude themselves into thinking they were any use to me. The guy we were about to toss in the ground had more beneficial remarks than these morons.
Sorry Im getting a bit cynical :-P
My point is though that I used to get furious. Thinking " This broad has no idea what I go through everyday. And vise versa, so let's go ahead and just mind our own business, k?
But that seems to be difficult for many people, idk.
But now. I don't care, I have analysed this from every angle I have seen so far and I'm doing anything wrong. just what God put me here to do.
If your heart doesn't want to participate in the same mourning process as everyone else then f their opinion of you.
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