My husband has been in ICU for a few days now and can't breath without the ventalator (heart failure and pneumonia). I feel sick and depressed and I don't know if he is going to make it. There is no way of really predicting if someone is really on their way out is there... I keep seeing the same angel numbers over and over again (42, 11:11, 52, 33 especially) I can't make sense of it.
And they asked me if they should try to save him if you know... And I said yes but I'm not sure what his wishes were... If it wasn't for that ventalator he would have already been gone... Is extending the inevatible always worth it...
