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Originally Posted by GaiaWSO
I've got my real life where I have zero interest in sharing my bed and then I've got this dream/meditation life where this guy acts like the awkward shy kid who doesn't know how to treat girls so he just kind of insults them.
I'm not a super warm, cuddly person. I'm kind of affection-avoidant because it makes me feel smothered but he's been showing up for like two years so we've formed some kind of bond, if you could call it that.
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My guess is your avoidance of real-life affection has caused your sub-conscious to animate this inner aspect of yourself that appears to you in semi-conscious states. Essentially it's to fill a void that you've been consciously neglecting.
Another possibility is this person is not a construct of yours but an astral teacher. If that is the case he's teaching you about compassion and intimacy through these experiences. Not all teachers are written and memory teachers, some teach through giving experiences and letting people create their own lessons.