[SweetBliss]

Hiya

I'm new here..

I was looking for some of your thoughts and perspectives on my situation


I have only recently come across Twin Flames - whilst on a personal journey of enlightenment I have felt that my mind is very chaotic with thoughts of someone who I now believe may be my twin flame.

Background-
This is someone I met 13 years ago, he had noticed me before I noticed him. The day came where we eventually met and interacted, he sought me out on social media and we became friends. He always had feelings for me, I had feelings for him too but I was with someone else.
We got to a point over the years where we couldn't handle being friends as too many emotions were involved and complicated. Not the right time. This went on for around 2 years.
We stopped speaking- we didn't speak for years, around 4/5 - I would still reach out. There was always something about him that I had connected with, different from anyone. I felt we could read each other from our eyes.
I still tried to reach out to him over the years, sometimes he would respond.

He eventually started speaking to me again properly and
7 years ago we got into a relationship.
This was bliss at first. Ir went sour around 8months in. Lasted just over a year- i broke up with him and he cut all ties with me- i think I was the runner, then he became the runner. But in that time none of us chased each other- not for a relationship however after arouns a month we resumed contact.
He had other partners. I always felt I needed to let him do what he needed. 2 yeara after we broke up i got into a new relationship.
This is when hw clearly became the chaser- I was running and I knew it. I couldn't let him break me as he did the last time. Everything with him was so intense.

I have been with my partner now for almost 6 years.
My 'TF' stopped speaking to me 2 years ago- he had other partners this whole time we haven't been together- ive had one. He didn't seem able to handle it. He blamed himself a lot for things going wrong between us.

We always spoke of fate. That we were destined to be. We cannot stop loving each other no matter what happens. We care immensily.

He cut me off as he didn't think I knew what I wanted in life and he feels he's just causing me problems.
He didn't tell me this though. I heard from someone else.

Since mid last year I cannot stop thinking abouf him. My heart is breaking like it did when we broke up. But I haven't seen or spoken to him. I know he has a new girlfriend. But I wasn't thinking of him until then.
I hated him for cutting me off.

I been asking for months what this feeling is and why I can't get him off my mind, dreaming about him, writing to him (just to get the thoughts out). Google searching first loves, soul mates and how to heal.
Then I came across twin flames- he always called us yin and yang. The same soul. Everything which would define twin flames.

3 days ago I asked for a sign- to see yin and yang 3 times within 3 days if he is my twin flame- today is the 3rd day. Ive counted 5.

He also referred to me as his mouse- i asked for a sign, if he's thinking of me, show me a mouse- immediately, I heard the tele, someone said mighty mouse ththree times. (He also liked mighty mouse and wore a mighty mouse t shirt when we were a couple)...


What are your thoughts?