I feel in many respects like a "walk in" because I cannot identify with the preferences, feelings, or experiences of who I was before a few years ago. The change was that significant. I am drawn to different things. I react to things differently. My personality is drastically different. I ended up in a relationship with someone I knew for 14 years - but I feel so much like a new/different person that it felt like a brand new relationship with a new person. I not only wasn't attracted to him before the "shift" I experienced, I was attracted solely to women for most of the time that we knew each other.
It was after this shift that an attraction started waking up between us.
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