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Yeah— bpd..borderlines..been there for 8 years..I got out I’m so much healthier and happier. It brought me to my awakening..and hard.
I now set boundaries for myself, and am careful in my interactions, I follow my intuition now, as I should have then. I questioned that very night and very moment..but it was meant to be. To learn lessons, from a false flame..
My journey is not complete, I love a woman whom is similar to me in so many aspects.- but very different in world views.— I embrace that about her. .but she is not crazy nor has BPD.. though her runner phase is soo reminiscent of silent treatment, but none of the absurd stalking games. I know that she loves me deeply, and she is very scared of “us”. I was too.. but I will be patient as the universe has expressed and do my work.
Today of all days I miss her so much.. and frustrated that it is slow..she is an awesome woman, brilliant, loving, caring and kind. 😔
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