Silvergirl, if that's what you feel, then it is true.

After my mom's death (I swear I spent my whole life coming to terms with the fact that my mom would die someday, and how was I gonna make it--only child that I am) I can face any death. And I do where I work. I would pray, Dear God, let me die first. So, trust me, I understand fear. It's funny, the more we all "talk," answers are revealed, that may ring a chord, and help

Try to believe, that when your time comes, you'll be ready, God will help you, and you'll be ok. (Pray for this, all the time.)