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I just came across this and I thought I'd share this. This is something I've never shared with anyone before. I had this weird gut feeling that my older brother was going to die. It really freaked me out when this happened to me because I began crying like he was already dead. It's as if I was already mourning for him. A few days later he did die and I took it rather hard because I sort of blamed myself.
My brother's death was by suicide, I wish there was something I could have done to something help him or talk to him. There's nothing I can do about it now though. I still do grieve over his death and take it hard, but I'm healing and in therapy so I can share my feelings on how much his death affected me.
It's not something I share with a lot of people, because I know not many people will believe me if I do end up telling them or they'll look at me like I'm crazy.
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"Healing takes courage, and we all have courage, even if we have to dig a little to find it." ~Tori Amos
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