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Originally Posted by PurpleMist
I'm sorry for not posting for a while, I had to bury my Dads ashes yesterday and I think it has started to hit me full on, that he's gone. I know he's still with me in spirit but I'm missing him terribly and am totally broken inside. I love my Dad so much and I miss him so much.
I feel this black hole and pain in my heart and soul that is like nothing I have ever felt before. My life just doesn't make any sense without my Dad.
I feel so low, I want to be with him, I want to hear his voice and know that he's there. I can't, so I've booked a counselling appointment, as I have to get help now.  |
It's what we go through when we lose someone whom we love dearly, like my son. It's been six years and your post makes me want to cry when I think of my son being gone, too. You won't ever stop missing him, that much I know. You'll be learning how to handle it slowly over time. It's not easy to remember what a good person they are, but it will come, slowly perhaps but it will come to remember with a smile and less tears. He left you with good stuff on which to live your life. Bless you!