I'm sorry for not posting for a while, I had to bury my Dads ashes yesterday and I think it has started to hit me full on, that he's gone. I know he's still with me in spirit but I'm missing him terribly and am totally broken inside. I love my Dad so much and I miss him so much.
I feel this black hole and pain in my heart and soul that is like nothing I have ever felt before. My life just doesn't make any sense without my Dad.
I feel so low, I want to be with him, I want to hear his voice and know that he's there. I can't, so I've booked a counselling appointment, as I have to get help now.
