[wanchain]

Not sure if my understanding is correct or not. Feel free to educate me!

My understanding of receiving messages from the spirits is like making a phone call. You call someone. They can choose to answer the call, or ignore it. Or someone else might pick up your call, and pretend to be the one you want to talk to. Or you can be connected to the one you want to talk to, but they may choose not to tell you the truth.

Uriel and Gabriel gave me these notes, on mistakes that I encountered:

1) facts and fiction

I receive messages, but the connection is choppy. I don't hear every single word. So I fill in the blanks. Hence, facts can turn into fiction as I try to fill in the blanks.

2) separation of facts from fiction

Fiction requires excessive scrutiny plus scientific manouvre.

3) snapshots of truth

Truth varies depending on time, place, people, circumstances, etc.

4) misinterpretation of facts due to emotional bias

When I am emotionally attached to a certain message, I likely will mess up the reception.

A couple of themes that I had to work on before learning more about mediumship were emotional vulnerability and ego (arrogance). Gabriel said that it's better for me to start out mediumship making all the possible mistakes, then to be right first, and wrong later.

So my first few readings were wrong, as a way to expose my vulnerability. I used to uptight about being right and accurate, and wouldn't venture to do anything that I thought would be wrong. But I was taught that making mistakes is part of the learning process.

They taught me discernment too. But I still have self-doubt. Not sure if I am imagining it all or not ~