Following on from this post
http://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/sh...72&postcount=3

My week ahead Kipper spread threw up some rather interesting cards, without going into long boring details (I know exactly what it is saying to me).

Definitely the week of something new. New contracts to sign that brings in more money than I had anticipated, although it's going to take a while to attain the luxury of 'living my dream'.
Internally though, I am feeling some trepidation that I am going to be tied to my job and suffering from a bit of imposter syndrome fearing that I'll be 'found out' and face a backlash by having to hand it back.

Oh wowser, I didn't realise I had been feeling like this, although under the surface I've been stressing all week about it, now I know why.
I need to keep telling myself, I can do this, I've been doing this unofficially for months now.