Hey i am moved by all of your responses. thank you so much for taking time to respond,

I feel i am stuck in my life, "STUCK" this is the pattern for me be it work or home, i feel my progress is pulled down by people, and i fear confrontation, i feel awkward to stand up for myself and it takes lot of stress before i could do any of the above.

I am trying some regression CDs and am desperate for help, i feel these situations would never go away, so i am hoping to understand and learn the lesson so i will break free from these patterns.

I want to get out of situations that do not allow me to flow freely, hindrances, beliefs, people, circumstances, fear, limitations.