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Originally Posted by Inika
awww :) there it is then
I like to feel loving. Even to birds or an insect. Feeling my love for beings, for myself, it's good feels indeed.
I feel free.
Then this terrible sensation lurks, that if it comes to expression of the love i feel within me toward another. I'm in an emotional bondage to them and the illusion sets in that it's them producing that feels in me and I'll need them in my life for it to continue. So if they hold such a strong impact, thats the vulnerable and its difficult to give that up. yet you always do...someone walks into your world and you want to trust them. You want to be valued enough to be treated in a trustworthy manner. you take the plunge, the risk, and later, you wish you listeened to that voice/energy telling you 'this is terrible'.
I like birds and insects :)
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And what about parasite insects, such as Mosquitoes? Do you still love them, even they need to hurt you?