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I wasn't conscious of the walk in process but one day when I was a teen I just woke up for the first time. Like from a dream. That was the first time I was self-conscious. Everything up to that point is a blank pretty much except for some out of body third person view for me. The previous soul couldn't cope with the unconscious "love" he received at home. Not bad parents, just dysfunctional and repressed in every way. Because I was so young when it happened I didn't really feel like someone else, just like "me" but I was definitely not like everyone else. Took maybe 20 years until I understood Who and What I am. I have done tremendous generational healing for that bloodline and I have received a somewhat cushy lifestyle in return even though I have been through very psychological and emotional hard times. Somehow My soul always bounces back, stronger and wiser than before and old knowledge unlocked.
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