Yeah I’ve the same feeling... but I also feel like there’s some kind of progression in my lifes in aspects that are added.
first quality.
Then quantity.
Now system.
I don’t believe I’ve always had a system as a society. More like a flow (the quality). I can’t really explain. It’s difficult to remember these things.
Edit:
I believe because of a knowing I’ve had that this is the 7th time of the 8 in the same kind of life I guess also with a system (thus schools and stuff). And that I don’t want to go back now. But honestly I’m still attached..
At the time I seemed to want to progress into something bigger. That’s the reason for my incarnations I believe. To learn to learn and become “bigger”. But lately I’ve been wanting something else..
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