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Brother,
What i can see in your messages is that you are concerned if those incidents hold any meaning or significance.
Since you have just started your journey, it is natural to freak out on incidents like these and search the internet for meaning as it gives self a boost that we are heading in the right direction or it gives some sense of achievement.
Through my expereince and journey. I would advice you to concentrate on your practice without being carried away by incidents like these. Your meditation styles will change and adjust to what you like during this journey and these experiences during meditation will be a new norm for you.
Just sit in your meditation without any thought or expecting some altered state of consciousness, these things will fade away.
Dont look up much on internet as if humans know what happens next, they become hallucinatory about the experiences. So dont do that, just experience this beautiful journey every day. There is alot that youll find in this journey.
Have patience, peace :)
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