[Elysium]

I know that spirits of a higher power and attacking my energy and controlling me. In the recent past I was so ful of youth and vitality, but they have gotten a stronger hold on me and I feel empty, weak, invisible...well I feel like my soul has gone away. The spirits take me somewhere away from my body. Especially at night and right before night.

I need help badly...i feel sorry for myself I hate asking for help and I don't do it a lot. But this, I know I can't do it alone. It hurts that the spirits are not allowing me to be myself. They're also inside my body making my left eye twitch to say pay attention to their commands.... is there anyone out there that can help me