You say that you "get this awful feeling someone is watching me or stood near me and I get a rush of anxiety and have to open my eyes."
Does this presence actually feel threatening or does it feel like a benevolent presence? The fact that you feel anxious may be more about your own fears than any real threat.
After all, you do say that your reason for meditating is to raise your vibrations and become closer to your guides. Is it possible that this entity watching you is actually a guide, waiting to make contact with you?
Peace
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