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Hi Imperator
I don’t know why or what it is but I can certainly relate to something similar having had this happen to me for quite a few months. I never noticed the pattern to start with but I’ve been working on discernment and I could kick myself for not spotting it earlier.
I’m not sure what to do about it other than not react or respond in a negative way which is hard because its like being toyed with or teased, almost as if something’s enjoying your disappointment. It’s made me leave some of the things I want alone because if I don’t reach to attain them it doesn’t happen. Maybe its a lesson in that we don’t need all the things we think we want.
It’s not a very nice way to deal out a lesson if thats even what it is, I’d appreciate a more direct approach such as 'Leave it, that’s not meant for you on your path.’ Sorry I can’t be of any real help. Hopefully someone else will come along who’s experienced it too and may have more of an idea.
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