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Originally Posted by SkyGodWarrior
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I have beeen doing this for a while but through dreams and I really wanted to take my astral projecting to the next level and do it consciously so I started to focus more on it... anyways I was able to do it again after a while of practicing and OMG it is completely different than doing it from a dream.. it is crazy that this is actually a possibility... like for real for real.... :)
Anyways I kinda stayed with a hot roommate and my aura lol... went from gold.. tooo red!!!! lol.... I was hella thirsty.. I will just say... we went out all the time and listened to lower vibration music than I normally listen too and long story short I have been gradually recovering since I moved out and I am at that border of astral projecting consciously again....
Anyways I assume maybe its the food that I am eating or something because twice now someone has pulled me out of my body... and basically slinged me over their shoulder but... I cant see anyone..... I cant hear anyone I just feel them holding me... and im pretty okay with it until there is a situation I dont understand..
I became conscious of my body laying in the bed... I felt like someone was pulling me up to help stand up in the astral form... it was a lot of work tooo... we must of struggle for 10mins or so and I was finally able to help by pushing my self up along with the being pulling me... lol I guess im fat or something in the astral plane lol ;p So we were on the way to a closet... I was like.... whats in the closet? What would there be in the closet? Maybe a portal? but I didnt know... I couldn't even see the being who was holding me... I asked and could not hear a being talk... so i was like.. nope... going back to my body... but the being persisted... it wasn't a violent tug and and the being possibly thought I would just let it happen.... but then I raised my two fingers... and the being stopped pulling.... and I was able to wake myself up... but after wards I meditated and consulted my beings in the way i use.. "pendulum" and then I realized I trolled my guardian after all that work.. I felt so bad haha tsk tsk..
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Haha, this is funny. It kinda reminds me of a false awakening I had one time. I still have not successfully had a true AP, I think, but one morning I had a false awakening and my partner was laying in bed next to me trying to get my attention (not in real life). Suddenly I remembered AP and asked my partner to pull me out of my body. He did, and It was literally like being ripped out sideways. The projection, if it was actually one, didn't last long but I won't forget that feeling of being pulled out.
There have been other times when I am spinning and I kind of fly out of my body sideways and land on the floor, but it always end up being more of a lucid dream than what I think AP should be. Perhaps I have the wrong expectations though.