Quote:
|
Originally Posted by CNC
Thank you for the information, very helpful :)
Yeah, I figured talking about it out loud was a bad idea, everytime I do I get a feeling like I shouldn't be, thanks for the tip and I'll take your advice. That closet is definetily the dirtiest place in my house, I don't think I have been in there in 5 years or so. Time to clean it up, needs it anyways :)
If I had to make a guess on my situation, I would say the neg is more of a lower level/drone type. I think it's been around awhile but the attacks seem rather mechanical/patterned. I could be underestimating things so I'm not jumping to any conclusions, this below makes me wonder though...
I did have one strange occurance last summer that I have really started to think about more and explore other possibilities. For several months I was having the strongest phsycic attacks I have ever had in my life (although at the time I did not know what they were). Unusual character traits emerged strongly in me... jealousy, greed, anger, depresion, strong compulsive thinking... these are things I have never had a problem with, well not anymore than the average person of course. I am a very grounded level headed guy and always have been. Crazy ideas were popping in my head STRONGLY like forclosing our house and moving was one (something we don't need to do what so ever) I actually stopped paying our mortgage and justified it somehow then but now I just can't believe what I was thinking. I was eating very little and not drinking much water, my stomach kept feeling really bloated/puffy/etc.. I actually went to the doctor (a real doctor) for it and they did some tests and it showed I had developed allergies to Corn, wheat, eggs and peanuts...what the?? I have never had any food allergies with the exception of seafood, now all of a sudden I have numerous allergies? The time period this was happening feels like a blur, I didn't feel like myself at all. I was acting completely immature and My wife and I joked around that I was having a mid life chrisis but the more I think about the next little story I wonder...
I am not much of a drinker but me and my wife went out with a couple (new friends) for drinks and I ended up getting pretty drunk. Now, the strange thing is I completely blacked out near the end of the night, not typical behavior for me. Yes, I had quite a few drinks but it was nothing I haven't done before and I have not experienced a black out in over 20 years since the "party days" of my teens and even those were more like "fuzzy" memories, this time I completely lost my memory of the rest of the night. The strange part is the way my Wife described my behavior (from the point where I remember nothing) was possesed, that was the exact term she used and she does not really believe in any of this stuff. She said I was talking in a different voice (my voice is very distinguished naturally, very low, sounds radio announcer-ish) and I guess I started hurling insults of violence towards everone in the house, telling them not to touch me or look at me, pacing around akwardly, threatning violence, giving everyone crazy eyed stares, etc.. Luckily my Wife got us out of there, but when I got home I continued the verbal abuse towards my Wife and then just layed down on my bed and my Wife said I was stretching my body extremely uncomfortably hard, reaching my arms and legs out/etc in a strange style. Even though I looked like I was sleeping. I awoke the next morning, puiked black quagulated blood (and nothing else) and had no memory of any of the above.
That was near the end of my several month period of "attacks" I'm still not sure what happened but if anything it has made me very aware to pay attention to my actions and think about every thought before acting. I wonder if multiple "negs" can attack you. The things last summer seem like a different source entirely. I have also noticed my Cousin (someone I hang out with semi regular) having a LOT of the same symptoms I did last summer, not sure if his energy rubbed off on me or mine on him (wasn't paying attention enough at the time) but he is definetily not the same lately and displaying the same self destructive behavior I did so it's worth thinking about...
So, although I do tend to think it is a lower level neg currently...I guess it's possibly one that is capible of more than I think but is just laying low now because I am more aware. If anything it's a good reminder to pay attention, lol
Another thing worth mentioning, related to sound, is even when my spiritual interest was very low and I was under heavy attack one thing I noticed a few times was during a strong impulse I could hear a ringing noise in my ear. Almost like an old transistor radio attempting to tune in. It was loud enough at one time for me to stop my actions and listen to it. Kind of like the normal sounds of silence but it would come out of the blue, meaning I was not specifically listening for it and would all of a sudden hear a high pitch that was almost changing frequencies, hard to explain but it was enough for me to stop what I was doing and question what it was, which was strange for that specific time in my life to notice something like that.
Well, sorry for the novel like response but I don't get to chat about this stuff very often and my interest is pretty high right now :)
|
You can definitely be attacked by more than one Neg, I imagine the number is limitless. Some present day Shamans use alcohol to allow their ancestrial spirits to "possess" them for a period of time. I have watched a video on it before and it really mirrors what you described happening to you other than the black blood, I didn't see anything like that but I have heard possession causing people to expell odd liquids. I am sure that is where The Excorcist got the idea for the whole pea soup event. Also all the stories of mediums with ectoplasm leaking out of their mouths and nose. This is frequently spoke about so the black blood could definitely be seen as an indicator by some people of likely overshadowing, possible possession.
Entities attached to other people often will find other people to attack and drain energy from simply by meeting the original person's family and friends. This is why I believe the Bible tells you to be very careful about the company you keep as well as many other books based on religion & spirituality. It is very true you need to be very careful about the people you allow into your life, especially if you are sensitive to spirits. I have no doubt what so ever I picked up my Neg from one of my ex-friends who were miserable, and I have no doubt they were suffering from Neg over-shadowing as well. I have had 6 friends commit suicide in the past 10 years. When I was having serious Neg attacks and was really sick and could not eat and was miserable I was hospitalized. While I was hospitalized I met this younger guy and we quickly became friends and I started telling him about all of my experiences, he was very interested in it. Well with in a few nights of me meeting him he started having Neg attacks, I have no doubt it was my Neg.
The thing is in the dimension the Negs live in time is totally different than it is in the physical dimension. So they can probably attack countless people in one night and so they will find as many people as possible so if one attack doesn't gain them the needed energy to survive in their dimension they can just go to the next person. This is why I imagine some nights they leave you alone and some nights they attack you full force, maybe it's just your turn or maybe the night before their attacks worked exactly the way they intended them to so they know it will be another easy job. This is all speculation of course but time is definitely not a factor in their reality as it is ours so they can attack countless people and have countless attachments.
Like I said though when all of this Neg activity first started in my life my health started to fail, I went to countless doctors all of them saying I was healthy and thriving but I knew I was not. I am 6 foot 3 and I got down to 129 pounds in over a year of dealing with this illness. It wasn't like I wasn't eating at all, I was eating at least 2-3 times a day but not on a regular schedule and my weight just kept getting lower and lower. I was sleeping probably 12+ hours a day. I was miserable in almost any way possible and extremely frustrated because I couldn't get any answers. Well I finally figured out my sickness was not physical, it was spiritual and now I weigh 191 pounds and am healthy. I have not been sick for 11 months now but the Neg activity continues. The difference is I know what is happening, I understand it mostly, and know how to deal with it. Every night I am attacked the first thing I do when I wake up is cleanse & ground myself and the first thing I do when I go back to sleep that following night is cleanse & ground myself thus preventing or at least repelling another attack.
I have also come to grips with the fact my ears start ringing when an entity is near me, I believe this goes for all entities not just Negs. I will be sitting there and out of the blue my ears will get this high pitch ring in them, I have gone to the doctor for that too and of course no answers. This actually started when my health started failing along with other odd symptoms. Another one is muscle spasms, spirit activity seems to cause me to have muscle spasms especially in my feet and legs (that is where they always first attack since our feet ground us). I can always tell when it's going to be a rough night because before going to sleep I will have serious muscle spasms, it's like clockwork not to mention my bed will be literally shaking and I feel hands pushing under my mattress. That's another story though lol. But yea man I imagine the muscle spasms happen from the entity putting it's electrically charged part of it's body through my foot trying to attach and it causes the nerves in my foot to shoot or something. Something along those lines and whenever an entity is near me my ears start ringing as well.