Welcome I understand you 4 years ago I quit my job as a fitness model/dancer to study religion full time lost my condominium had no supportive family at the time to take me in and lived in a shelter for 2 months.I know the hood but I chose spirituality at the time now i am back to work and successful again.The "hood" is a life experience from an angle I was never used to. I considered it living as a monk but worst because I was with transvestite hookers and crack addicts who me being of good nature I befriended them and the crack users attempted to reform by me setting a positive example.